So beat…

I cant think of another word other than exhausted? But that dun seem to exactly match up with how i am feeling. Sitting at the docs office.. waiting for my turn.. my appt is for 9:30 and it is 6 mins to 10 am already. I am not sure why i even bothered to rush over here. Appts slips already within the first hour of office hours. Sigh. One hr parking better be enough.. i dont want to run around between meters and my cold in this dry bone chilling weather. I had already dashed around for a working meter! My nose is dripping again today @@
Nth much has been happening except for meeting deadlines at work. Which is absolutely crazy being at the end of the train. I dont think i will be going home tonight until stuff are done cuz documents need to be printed and signed fri morning. Hmm.. i think i am next! I want to get back to work to eat my donut. Lol. I want to go to yujiro for lunch 😦
Tmw is a nice tenderloin steak and lobster dinner again.. this time with my whole fam. My cooking is soo much better than my baking – its not even funny. I figured out a new super fresh delicious marinate/ flavor for mushrooms and steaks.
LOl. I swear the doc recognizes me.. well i’m not sure how many patients come see her for two years staight now….  so ya. She grinned at me again this time.. well it was more of a chuckle when she saw me eating my recess pieces. I was hungry ma. I had a bit of breakfast this morn… i was saving room for my donut!
Z is being absolutely cute.. she’s learning quite a lot… she definitely knows when she is doing something she is not suppose to do. Lol. The best thing is her waddling over to my bed side in the morning glowing away like a lil sunshine. 
Going to work is extremely tough this time around. Sitting at my desk all day, this crazy on going deadline pressure… and of course trying to eat/cook and spend some time with z. Lol. It’s almost like al is out of the picture. We havent had much time together since who knows when. Except last nite i guess… things managed to work out so that we got to go to the movies. Did  a lil trade with mom tho where i look after z fri afternoon so she can go out to work instead of wed nite. She didnt look as tired watching z for long long hours as compared to watching z during the day and going out to work in the evenings.
Bro i think is doing better. I cant help to worry about him now knowing how he is.. how his mind works.. etc. He’s keeping himself busy which is good. Hopefully he will recover soon.
I saw chi the other day.. he’s dating a girl i guess 4 years younger than him? The girl looks like shes a good fit for him. It’s good to see that he moved on. Sad that i had to break what we had … but it cant go on like that.. still sad that i lost a friend tho.

Dang.. i think i need to go to the washroom. There’s 14ish min left before my parking expires too… it’s my turn next. I will make sure i call next time before coming here! Waiting an hour is a bit too much. Thank goodness i got to work early today and wont be leaving until much later.

I got a hair cut appt.. i hope it turns out better than the last one!

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