My bleeding finally stopped… but for less than 24 hours it started again. And i think one of the causes for small bleeding is lifting and carrying z. There has to be some balance somewhere. But is it just a tiny sacrifice of my blood to spend some time with z and not harm the little one? Or do i have to physically stay away from z to ensure physically risks are smaller but at the same time doing a big damage emotionally and mentally? Where’s the balance to that? Can i really be logical about it?
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