sad but shouldn’t be sad
frustrated.. perhaps
not hungry but shouldn’t be not hungry (at 7:24 pm)
coffee less but shouldn’t be not sleepy
call but don’t want to call
at work but shouldn’t be at work
thinking.. what’s there to think?
cold but it shouldn’t be that freezing cold when it’s 23oC outside!
want to talk but don’t want to talk
want to eat but don’t want to eat
want to sleep but don’t want to sleep
want to cry but don’t want to cry anymore
want to hide but can’t really hide
want to mope but gotta hide that too
phone ringing but don’t want to pick up the phone but … *off*
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