wishing that i was drunk

like the title says.. this is one of the nights where i wish i was drunk.. at least i was be "hee-ing" and passing out in bed

i ignored my emotions the past 2 nights.. i just totally drain myself until i would just collaps on my bed and fall asleep…         ever since passing by that mc d the other night..  tears were forming.. but ya.. didn’t want to scare my buddy there while he was driving me home…… with whatever he said.. i managed to drop the whole subject

feelings that deep inside of me..